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About Me Official Beta Tester Anime Artist Ellie25/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Mirta Believix Kiriban

My (made up) Believix transformation form for Mirta, of the Winx Club, and my first kiriban for the 40,000 pageviews I'd gotten. ^______^

Innocent Slumber

Just my two favorite men, asleep on the bed together. ^_^

Tsukino Usagi

Usagiiiiiiiiii!!!! ^_________^

Realistic Luna and Usagi

A drawing (of Tsukino Usagi and Luna) I had done within the inside cover of my yearbook during junior year of high school ^_^

The Heart's Fury

This one is one of my favorite (recent) drawings I've done . . . mainly because it'd come out so freaking well, surprisingly. LoL

But since it wasn't color art, THAT is of no surprise, because otherwise, it WOULD stink, as I'm still "fine-tuning" my "craft" when it comes to illustration. ^_^'

Saya

My lovely Saya drawing (one of two), from "Blood: the Last Vampire," that no one pays attention to . . . sniff. LoL

And I remember working so damned hard on this too, back when I was eighteen. ~_~

Sora

Squee, am I also proud of this bad boy, here. ^_^ Alas, up until recently, it has continued to be ignored, as well. . . . Sniff. :( LoL

Go figure, that most of what I think are my "crap work" gets glorified, and the stuff I think is good, everyone's all, ". . . Gwah?? o_O'" LoL

Ah, well!

Princess Zelda

Crazy to remember that this was my very first, "official" deviation submission on here when I'd joined two years back.

NOW, I've nearly 300 deviations under my belt since then. ^_^

Anyway, I really am proud of this one, of Princess Zelda (even though "everyone" continues to ignore it . . . cough ~_~), especially since it's fanart OF fanart, by Patrick McMichael: :iconpat-mcmichael:

Woo ^_^

Mermaids


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My various mermaids collection . . . because I LURRRRRRRRRRRVVVVVVVVESSSSSSSSSSSSSS mermaids, always and forever. ^_~

Newest

Basically? My gallery consists of a multitude of things, from photography (mostly that of animals, specifically, my crazy kitty, Ollie ^_^' ), to comic or anime/manga-like artwork (such as my "obsession" with W.I.T.C.H. lately, or my all time fave, Sailormoon HeHe).

I'll never, in my life, ever claim to be a fantastic artist (or even actually call myself one) while I'm on here at dA or just in general, but st least I don't suck TOO badly. LoL

Just me doing what I like to do, is all. So have a looksie! ^_^

Will You Help Me With My (W.I.T.C.H.) Comic Book, or at Least Help Me Find Someone Who Will 

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22 deviants said I Can't Draw for Beans, but! I WILL Look Around For You!!
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21 deviants said It's Peanut Butter Jelly Time!! HeHe No, Seriously. I'll Try LoL
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20 deviants said Sure Will, E! I'm Good at Comic Art!! I'll Do It! ^_^
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13 deviants said I'll Help You Find Someone (Reliable), E!! We Can Do This!! ^_^

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~Shadow568:iconShadow568:
Hi, love your art!!
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Hi, honey; happy to hear from you, as well :hug:
Sat Oct 3, 2009, 2:16 PM
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Hey, Sokai. Haven't talked to you in awhile. :wave:
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Hehe Glomp fully accepted, B-Boy ^_^ :heart:
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glomp attack
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hehe hiya everyone ^_^ been a while; been busy :( bleh..lol
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Yoohooo! :D
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Yo!!
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Still Around. . . .

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 3, 2009, 2:15 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: "It's Not Right, But It's Okay" by Whitn
Hey, Everyone. . . .

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Just in case anyone was wondering (which I doubt, but it's okay), I'm still here, still using this account, of course.

Just have been busy, with lots of things on my mind lately, so I haven't had enough time to come on as much as I used to.

Besides which, I haven't felt very much inspired, lately, either...especially not most recently.

I'm okay, yeah, just...recent stuff, a road block, if you will, has manifested itself, which has thrown off my generally happy/at peace mood I've been having for several months, now.

And normally, I'd say my usual "This too, shall pass," for it, but...this time, I'm not honestly sure....

I'd say more about/for it, but it's kind of personal.... Just know that it's socially related, I guess, as in a person-wise....

And, as always, they won't be far behind reading this, but what can you do?

Seems like there's "always" an issue with a person or another, usually the same one, sadly...but every time we've been able to get through it.

But, this time, as I'd said...I don't honestly know, because this issue isn't changeable, and is something we'll both have to deal with for the rest of our lives (Nothing health related, no).

And since they refuse to at least try to understand where I'm coming from with it and I'm more or less stuck with them for life, now...honestly, it's raised some questions in my mind for myself, and where we now stand, or will in the future....

And to make matters worse, know what song keeps popping into my head?? That one by Whitney Houston: "It's Not Right, But It's Okay."

Especially the chorus, of course, where she sings:

"It's not right
But it's okay
I'm gonna make it anyway
Pack your bags up and leave
Don't you dare come running back to me
It's not right
But it's okay
I'm gonna make it anyway
Close the door behind you
Leave your key
I'd rather be alone
Than unhappy
....
"


It's just...hard. Obviously, by now, we can pretty much gather specially whom I'm referring to, if a song like that keeps running inside my head....

He doesn't make me unhappy, nor does our relationship. It's wonderful, believe me. And I honestly can't wait to marry him....

But...in light of this recent issue, which feels like it's ongoing and honestly, will be for the rest of our lives, I just...don't know.

.....It's a race issue, nothing he's implemented or me, obviously (or else we'd not be together in the first place)....

It's just...a long story, and even if I bothered to give the details, no one reading would care much, anyway, and probably take his side. I just wanted him to at least understand or try to, but he refuses so.....

When something happens, an issue or what have you, you expect to go to your significant other, usually (if not family), and vent to them and get comfort and support, etc....

But whom can I turn to, especially for this, when the very one I could/should have turned to is the one I'm at arms with?

It's left me feeling very isolated, crying, frustrated, torn and unbelievably hurt and drained....

Nothing I'm saying really matters or is getting through, and he's so set and stubborn and, in my opinion, in denial, upon the specific matter we've been debating.

And so...because of that...because it's clear to me now that nothing I'll say will ever change anything...it honestly has me thinking things through....


I don't know.

I need more time to think....



Anyway, it's nice to see you all again (if I do, assuming anyone reads/comments on this -- And if you do, nothing negative, okay >_< )...just sad it's under these circumstances....

~ E

Devious Info

  • Interests: Art, Writing, Reading, Music, My fiancé, Chocolate, Italy-anything, Sports, Animals, Traveling
  • Favourite movie: Parent Trap, Face/Off, Little Mermaid,Cast Away, Ginger & Cinnamon,Truth About Cats & Dogs
  • Favourite band or musician: Blink 182, TLC, Jimmy Eat World, Wyclef Jean, Eminem, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Queen, Utada Hikaru
  • Favourite genre of music: J-Pop, Alternative, R&B, Classical, Jazz - Pretty much all of them
  • Favourite poet or writer: Maya Angelou, E.E. Cummings, Robert Frost
  • Wallpaper of choice: Currently? Anything PGSM related LoL
  • Favourite game: Chrono Trigger, Chrono Cross, Valkyrie Profile: Lenneth, Kingdom Hearts, Jeanne D'Arc
  • Favourite gaming platform: PSP
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ariel (The Little Mermaid), Aeris (Final Fantasy VII), She-Ra, Red (Fraggle Rock), Cheese (Fosters)
  • Personal Quote: This Too, Shall Pass; You're Gonna Carry That Weight

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Uh . . . not much to say, really. I'm fun, quirky, very cooky, can be "grr" at times (but only to the stupid, stinky people ~_~), am adorkable and generally easygoing . . . and I'm a girl!!

Squee! ^_^

Oh! And if you wouldn't mind, go here to look at some of my bestest stuff! ^_________^

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